ok. I just came back from school.
The first half of today is alright.
Nothing much really happened.
Until after my break..
Sir was about to say out the results for autocad..
deep in my heart, i was praying..
praying for an A..or at least a B..
but at the end..
you know how much i got??
I got a C!!
YES!
A FREAKING C!!
Like, what the bloody hell la!!
O.o
Autocad you know??
Eng drawing!!! And i get a C for that??
I feel sooo sucky right now..
I didn't want to cry in class....sick and tired of crying really..
I was dumping all the feelings in me and try to act like that's no big thing..
But, i felt sooo sucky, sooo stupid and worthless inside..
Why GOD? Why?
I studied sooo hard, took down all the notes, practiced...
sigh..
very horrible day today..
BUT!!!
I'M NEVER GOING TO GIVE UP!!!!
I'm going to get that A!!
No use crying..I'm not a loser!
I will do it!!!
I will get all As!!
Work my ass off!!
Prove to myself that i can do it..i can do as well as i did last sem!
I'll get that A..
Don't worry Shalini, i'll get it..
For nothing is impossible for me...
WHOO!
alright, that's sooo motivating..
:D
ok, gtg now..
What a way to start my first 2010 post!
:)




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